sonofa
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9:56 AM
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We've been cleaning up the house, and we found our old CD sleeves. Honestly I fucking hate these (sleeves, keep them in the fucking cases, jeez), and I wanna rehome all those poor CDs... but anyway...
I ended up finding 3 DVDs, these are home movies from when I was a baby. Immediately I felt a serious sense of dread. I volunteered to rip them to digital, despite my family's concerns since they know how those DVDs will make me feel.
Viewing my baby/childhood footage makes me extremely depressed, basically
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10:03 AM
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リグマってなーにー?
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oof, how come?
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10:03 AM
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リグマってなーにー?
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i mean im the same way but i have extremely specific reasons related to my weird identity dysmorphia thing
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10:04 AM
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リグマってなーにー?
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no need to talk about it if it’s hard to tho, just curious
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11:10 AM
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use beaglebark's itg theme
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It's like "what the fuck happened", you know?
How did my life end up like this
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11:12 AM
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use beaglebark's itg theme
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I guess it's so many feelings at once
Feeling like I had so much potential and wasted it all
Feeling like I will never ever be unconditionally loved again (and technically I wasn't during my childhood)
Feeling like everything is just suffering now. I use this analogy a lot, it's like being ejected from the Garden of Eden
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6:27 PM
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chubs
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i guess as long as you double space all of your messages then that will push up all the other message faster
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6:27 PM
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chubs
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and annoy everyone
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6:37 PM
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waves
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this is like the worst possible time to bring that up
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6:43 PM
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chubs
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what would be a better time
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6:59 PM
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ali
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hey I’ve told you multiple times to cut the bullshit
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6:59 PM
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ali
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I really am getting tired of you shitting up places all the time
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7:00 PM
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ali
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I think I’m gonna lock you to sewage treatment